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wow!!!

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 15:54:25 GMT

wow i havent updated in like forever!!! well i meet this really sweet guy named andrew. he is the best person ever!!!!! i really think that this is going to work out. i never thought i would find someone like this. he make good money.. hahah. he has a nice car and everything. alot has happend since i like last updated. but yah i hope everything is going good for everyone.. bye have a good day..

have you ever.....

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 00:19:31 GMT

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

Wed, 11 May 2005 01:42:32 GMT

dang i havent updated in soo long.. its been for ever and ever.. well alot has changed since i updated and stuff... man i miss danny. soo much.. he is oo cute... i know you gusy proably dont want to hear this but we were making out today haha.. i missed his lips soo much.. he is soo funny. kara if you read this look.. " nut check", "orange jucie", "sleeping beauty".. haha well im going to go.. peace out...

one and only,
alicia

taste of chaos was tight!!!!

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 08:41:15 GMT

tonight i went to taste of chaos and that shit was tight.... it was the best show i ever went to... the used were the best off all i think but my chemical romance.... like the first song and the last song were good.... carla gotr a picture with frank from my chemical romance... ok gerard from my chemical past by kara and she didnt even know it was him until he went in to the bus.... she was soo stupid... but yah it was soo much fun.. who ever didnt go missed out alot....

TASTE OF CHAOS MARCH 31, 2005

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 23:31:58 GMT

hey every one i know i havent wrote in here ain along time... but i just wanted to say hi and that me and julio have been together for 5 months im soooo happy... well got to go... bye..

<3 alicia<3

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 04:43:59 GMT

yay! john is coming back sunday and im soo happy!!!! i cant wai to see him...i miss him soo much!!!!!!

<33

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 01:41:53 GMT

john is coming back sunday!!!!!! yay im soo happyy... i miss him soo much.... i dont know what im going to do when he gets back... i think ima through a party haha.... well g2g love yah lots.....

<3 alicia<3

Happy Birthday Kara!!!!!

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 21:52:56 GMT

Happy Birthday Kara,

well i just wanted to say that i love you so much... you have been my friend for like 72 years hahaha jk..... but i just want to say that im really glad that we have meat cuz we had good times together..... you are a great friend and a great person to be around...tyour the life of theparty!!!... hopefully in the future that we will be friends still and that we will grow old together..haha.. remember that time in hawaii when we were in k-mart that you made me laugh sooo hard that i peed on myself... that was soooo funny..oopps did i say that out loud?? haha.... thank you for the times that you have been here for me when i need something or i just need to talk or to laugh....your a great person kara... well i love you sooo much... i wish you the best on your birthday and hope you have a great time.. bye love yah

love always and forever,

<3alicia<3

xoxoxox

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 18:09:04 GMT

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Fri, 06 Aug 2004 21:26:32 GMT

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Tue, 03 Aug 2004 22:01:44 GMT

well alot of stuff is going on right now and its just a bunch of drama and its soooo gay... n i dont even know why we are even fighting about it..... well john is leaving tomorrow and im going to miss him sooo much he is like my life....... i love you john!!!

***alicia***

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 20:53:02 GMT

i had fun lst ngiht i made out with annie, sadie, katrina, and amands i was soooooo drunk it was cool but i cant sya anything else of what happned...lol

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 04:58:06 GMT

ok this weekend was really fun... well sunday for forth of july was really fun.. well peter and john and josh picked me up from my house.. then we went to the lakewod mall and just hung out there and had some coffe from starbucks... then from there we went to first batist cuz they had free carals and it was good.. then from there we went some where and were blowing up things and it was really loud... then from there we went to the "hill". it was soo pretty up there.. you could see the city lit up and all the fire works it was cool.. we stayed up there for like an hour then when we are coming back home we didnt see this metal plate in the road.. we dont know what it was and i guess it like split the tire in half... so we had to go to the gas station and wait for ever for the tow truck.... then juma came and picked me and peter up cuz the tow truck only holds 3 people... then juma takes me and peter to joshs house and waits for the tow truck to come..... when he gets there joshs mom takes me home and i get home like at 2:45 and my mom is pissed... she thinks i was liying to her.. it was funny tho.. but yah that was my weekend it was really fun!!!

***Alicia***

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 06:33:30 GMT

i broke up with victor! im not sad or anything and i didnt cry cuz josh and peter were making fun of him and it was really funny...... well got to go

lates

things i like!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 23:06:46 GMT

"When you were born, everyone around you was smiling and you were crying. Live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.

"What if I don't succeed? what if I give it all that I got and I still don't got what they need? what if I don't get anywhere at all? Would I consider myself a failure? What if he doesnt like me? what if im not his type? what if all the guys that ever liked me are not the kinda of guys that i like? what if i meet the right one and screw it up? Would i consider myself a failure? Will i give up? but i keep trying and gettin denied just makes me want it more, but i keep trying and each time i push harder than before, i cant live my life always worried about what if, because what if i die tomorrow then ive never even lived?"

It's nothing I'll forget when the moon gets tired
You are stuck to me everyday
Believe in what I am because it's all I have today
And tomorrow who knows where we'll be
From here I can hardly see a thing
But I will follow anyone who brings me to you
For now, forever, for on and on and

I rIsKEdd itT alL For YOu !!!.....!!! And i'd risK iT aGaiN fOr Y0oH ...:-XMaybe We wOnt DesTroy Our LiVes AFtER aLl mAYBE wERe MakIN tHEm bEtTeR..?!!??!!!..?!?!

Loving u is like breathing...how can i stop?

Why do your eyes paralyze me
What makes me feel this way
Just carry me away with silence and heartbeats
As rapid thinking about your embrace
and how it makes me feel
I just want to feel this way forever
Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you
Why have I been given the chance to fly
When I'm not with you I feel lesser alone
I remember your face / imprinted on angels
Your voice as beautiful / as the sounds of waves
crashing against my heart
Time slows down when you look at me
I'm infatuated with this / infatuated with you
It's so hard for me to understand why
I hadn't found you before don't dull away
hold my hand
It's so hard for me to understand why
I hadn't found you before
hold my hand.........

" I'm sweet like candy..hot like fire.. I'll make u sizzle with desire"

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 07:22:03 GMT

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BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE MY FRIENDS : SARA KARA ARE MY CLOEST FRIEND I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 04:04:38 GMT

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OMG my weekend was soo much fun!!!!

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 02:50:57 GMT

omg my weekend was soo much fun when i went to the river. friday i had beer all day and i was really drunk. ther ws these guys wh was camoing next to us and they were sooooo hot!!!! and they had a bad ass boat with spakers. i was drinkig with them friday night and i was really drunk. we had a cage at where i was staying. during the day friday i went on the sea doos or what ever there called and it was fun! then saterday i was drinking mixed drinks all day. and i was partying with the guys. and i was going to go to a foam party but you hd at be 18 or older so i was upset. my moms bf jeff his son troy was drunk with me. and saterday night i turned on the video camera an he mooned me then he opened his but checks and he said look i have a purple butt hole.. it was soo funny. then he wet but naked in the river at night. and he was calling me in and im like uhh no troy. i couldnt even walk.lol i was drunk. then sunday i was drinking mixed drinks again. i was in this big ass raft with all the guys. it was cool. then we went to the sand bar. its like this lil island in the middle of the river wherepeople go up there with there boats and party and girls were flahing n stuff. ok all the drinks i was srinking was: beer, smirinoff ice, redbull with vodca, capri suns with vodca, fruit punch with vodca, and some shots of something but i dont knoe what it is i for got. well know im like burnt every where. my face is soooo red its funny. i ahve a mean o tan line.... well im going to go now.... bye!!!1

***Alicia***

Shit i have to say

Fri, 28 May 2004 01:20:25 GMT

well today is thursday and that means imnot going to school tomorrow because im oing to the river tonight....sounds fun but i hope i dont get burnt.. dude i dont know what the hel kylies problem is cuz like she is saying i don like her and i didnt do anything to her... but any ways i dont need her and kara and sara sont eaither. we have eachother.:-)but sara im sry for hat miky did he is a caca head you dont need him..well i robaly wont be updateing all weekend and onday i will probaly cuz im coming back.... well i will tell you guyshow it gose.... alex thanks for being my friend you are a grat person you rock!!! i hope we stay frend for awhile. thanks for being here for me when i need smeone to talk to or if i need to talk to some one thanks alot i apprecates it! well im going to go now. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE hehehe!

***Alicia***

Wed, 26 May 2004 01:44:44 GMT

omg!!!!! to day sara and miky and alex came over and there i this little fisher price bike and alex was trying to ride it and he was riding next to the wal and all i see him is flling side ways and hitting the floor and he cut up his arm on the wall!!!! me and sara and miky were laughing so hard and he just gets back up and dose it again.... then alex left and me and sara and miky walked to the park.... it was fun.. andi gave miky a wedgy hahaha.... then i got alot of sand in my shoes...and me and sara stratend mikys hair... after a few mins his hair flipped backout it was funny... well im going to go now thats all i ahve to say... bye

***big butt*** :-)

Tue, 25 May 2004 04:16:54 GMT

hey every one whats up...well i have alot to say...alot of things went on this weeken good -n- bad!!!well first friday was rock awhola and it was soo muc fun....i got there and it was like whatever then people started dancing then the party started...lol...and then sara and miky were making out like the hole time....it was cute..then on the first slow song came on i daned with miky and he told me that danny was going to brake up with me and then i started crying......then everyone started crying.....then saterday came and i was talking to danny about it and he broke up with me and im really upset cuz i "loved" him.....but every says that i can find someone better out there but theres not..... i thougt or i stil think that danny is the right one for me.... but any wyas i think sara and miky make a cute couple.. but i hope she doent take miky away from me cuz he is my best frind and i dont want anything to happen between us.... well im going o go thats all i have to say for now... laters

***Alicia***

OOOMMGGG!!!!!

Sat, 22 May 2004 18:34:34 GMT

omg last night at the dance was really fun..i had a great time. your not oing to believe this but mikey and sara got to gether!!!!they were like making out the hole time we were there..but i just hope that sara dosent take away m best friend. ome i was dancing with kevin wheeler and like mt skirt was going up and he touched me butt!!lol thn i danced with sarahs ex bf from like 7th grade and he wants to go out with me.then last night andw was there. saras ex and then sam was there too!!it was crazy! but i would never think that sarah would be with mikey. its werid.but like i was dancing with mikey the first slow song and i was telling mikey that danny was being werid. then he gose well to day at lunch danny was thinking about braking up with me. well i like danny alot and i dont want to loose him. but he is missing out.and he told me he "loved" me but i guess that was a lie and i belived him. well im going to go now.

***Alicia***

Thu, 13 May 2004 23:25:04 GMT

hey every one its me alicia hey kara give me some people to put on my buddies cuz i onlt have you!!!